This is just a self post for some close friends and family but today is my aunt Debbie birthday who passed away few of years, she was one out of my mother and my grandmother who personally raised me and made me for who I am today. Losing her as if I was losing a second mother even though she is my aunt on my mother’s side but she is the best aunt I ever will have in this entire world and no one would ever replace her because for what she has gone through to raise me and her being there for me every day through my days in the hospital for several times especially for surgery on my back, my leg and among of others.
She is sorely missed but never forgotten and I would like to take a minute to give my most thanks to one of the most important family outside my mother and my grandparents for always being there for me even when I asked her to or when I didn’t need to ask her to be there, she was there because she wants to and that’s how the purity of her heart is and that heart of hers is always be the part of my heart. She is a piece of my life beside my mother, my grandparents and my uncle Brian. Please don’t mind me for writing my piece of note especially that this being in public and being posted on JoshiesWorld where everyone might be reading it but remember like I said this is just for my own and the intention for myself and not anyone else.
Debbie. Ever since the day I was born you were there for me even with no question, during my birth you were there for me and every hurts I had you were there for me and probably every scars I have on me that needed some sawing, you were there for me and through the toughest of my time in the hospital when I was age 4 that I had to undergo a major surgery for my back that had to be opened from my neck to my tailbone and then there’s the day that I broken my leg you were there for me as well. You have done many of things for me more than I can ever imagine and would ever be able to repay for everything that you did for me and I am utterly grateful for that considering that you were there for every majority of things that were happening in my life from the one year old to twenty-one years old and no longer because that’s the day after my twenty-one birthday, it wasn’t right. It couldn’t feel right, I could feel something were missing for every birthday I have after my twenty-one and it was you. Even though I know in spirit that you are there, but the problem is that I can’t see you. Every painful surgeries I went through, every pains I had gotten wasn’t even one bit comparable to the pain I got when I have knowledge that you had passed away. Your passing away beats every pains I had in my twenty-one years ever since you were here, but I do know that eventually that every one of us cannot live forever but I do wish that I would have you a bit more longer than that because you passed away at very young age, and it’s not even the average age for people to pass away which is why it made things more confusing for me but I do know that everyone who born has the date of when we will die and be in Heaven with God and I am happy that you are in safer place than I am in and be with 3/4 of the family that has slipped under my nose and now I only have my mother and Debbie, I ask of you to watch over her to make sure that she isn’t the one who I will have to deal like I had to deal with everyone, keep her here for as long as possible even let me go before her. That is all I ask of you, but nonetheless I thank you for everything from my bottom heart and I miss you miserably, I love you forever in my heart and my soul. I hope that you are resting very well.
Debbie’s full name is Deborah Childers, she born in Williamson, WV. She has attended to church every week for the rest of her life and teach the children at the church and she always devote her time for everything she can to help any children in Church and she went to colleges twice which is at Marshall University for accounting and Morehead University for a degree to be a teacher, she was also a teacher at Turkey Creek Middle School in Turkey Creek, KY before she had passed away. She was on her way to become a full-time teacher which is only reason why she wanted to go to Morehead university is to have a degree so that she can have the right to teach the children that she loves in doing so. Since, that’s why she have the heart of gold and that’s rare because I haven’t come close to anyone who has that heart like hers.
- Joshie.
